Never Ignore Your Instincts

Rationalization is the mortal enemy of safety

Your instincts exist for a reason. They’re there to keep you alive when your moronic rationalization hamster tries to get you killed by convincing you that what you know is dangerous really doesn’t pose any immediate threat to life and limb. It’s downright depressing to contemplate how easily many deaths of various kinds, from drug overdoses to domestic violence, could easily be avoided, as this mother’s tragedy demonstrates.

My daughter Nicole, 25, answered the phone with a cheery, 'Hello, Mum.'

We spoke every Friday night, often for hours. That evening, after catching up on family news, she mentioned something that made my stomach tighten.

'We've got a new guy at work who murdered someone. Reckons he blacked out and didn't remember it afterwards.'

I was stunned. 'You be careful around him,' I said.

'People change, Mum. Everyone deserves a second chance. You taught me that.'

We remained close, visiting one another and keeping up our Friday night calls. She was 23 when she took an administrative job at a scrap yard. But her true passion lay in helping others, so a few years later, she began training as a life coach and counsellor.

That was when she told me about Paul Tainui. In his fifties, he had served time for killing a woman.

'I feel sorry for him. I'm helping him with counselling,' she confided.

Nicole had known Tainui for just over a year when she left the yard in February 2018 for a new job and to focus on her growing coaching business.

On Friday, April 6, we had our usual catch-up, laughing and chatting as always. She was staying at her boyfriend's place that night.

The next evening, my world shattered.

Two police officers arrived at my home, accompanied by my youngest daughter, Jess, who was in tears.

'Mum, Nicole's been murdered.'

That’s the thing about second chances. If you give them a second chance, they’re going to take it. The mother knew this man was violent and dangerous. The young woman herself knew it. But both of them unwisely allowed their higher faculties of rationalization to override what their instinctive reactions were telling them to do.

As a general rule, if you feel that something is off, that something is wrong, or that the situation is dangerous, it’s because your subconscious has noticed something that your conscious can’t articulate yet. In such cases, listen to your subconscious and worry about whether it make sense or not later, at your leisure, once you’ve successfully extricated yourself from the situation.

His previous victim, I learned, was Kimberly Schroder. She had dated Tainui, then known as Paul Wilson, and dumped him. He had already spent ten months in jail for threatening her with a shotgun. Then, in 1994, he broke into her home, tortured and raped her, and slit her throat, nearly decapitating her…

Nicole had been kind to Tainui, offering him guidance. It was unclear if she knew the full extent of his past, but it was in her nature to help. Despite being twice Nicole's age, Tainui had been obsessed with my daughter. He harassed her at work and showed up uninvited at her home. When she rebuffed him and he discovered she had a boyfriend, he grew enraged. Days before the murder, he sent her an angry text accusing her of betrayal.

Fucking Gammas and their wicked narcissistic obsessions. This is why women can’t show them one speck of compassion or even one iota of kindness. This is why the revulsion and instinctive hatred women feel for Gammas is entirely justified; it’s a survival instinct.

Never be kind to a Gamma
Be he black, or white, or a Jew
Never be nice to a Gamma
No matter what you do

The best thing you can do is keep them away from you, away from your wife, and most especially, away from your daughters. And if a Gamma, especially a rejected suitor, or worse, a recently-dumped ex-boyfriend, shows even the slightest sign of any stalkerish, violent, or threatening behavior, do not hesitate to intervene and make sure they understand very clearly that the police will not be called and they will not be getting any second chances to do any harm.

Then get your daughter a cute little .357 snubnose and be sure she carries it and isn’t afraid to use it, if the situation calls for it.

Now, Gammas aren’t the only danger to women, of course. Interracial and interreligious connections are even more statistically dangerous to women, and exactly the same principles apply.